My Dead Language

My Dead Language

There is no way around it, I love Poetry. And with that confession comes the sighs, the giggles. whispers of my pretentious nature. But I can’t help it. I love it. I’ve loved it since I was a child. What are songs anyways, except poetry put to music? At least that’s how I feel. So I started this blog of my poetry. Not because I think I’m a great poet, but to hopefully, just maybe revive this dead language, this dead art. To begin a conversation about it’s lyricism, it’s intricacies, and of course it’s meaning.

My Dead Language

I’ve gotten more than I ever asked for

I’ve gotten more than I ever asked for

And even less than I dreamed

The greater journey lies out there

Out among the birds

But I’m stuck here

In a life without wings

Trapped beneath the trembling soil

You’ve got your love

I’ve got my earth

I tremble too

For that’s where you grow

Under the water

Beneath the snow

Out around the daffodils

My Dead Language

You seem to promise from afar

You seem to promise from afar

From atop a mountain

And if I knew the promise of living

I would be braver than you

Yet there is something about

Your forgetful motions

Your flushed cheeks unique

And the world is happening all around us

Still I seem to waste

Threshold after golden threshold

First embrace after timid disgrace

A victory, a game

Still you advance me

You keep me dry

Somehow you keep me on your time

In your space

Just something for the unbearable

Loneliness to replace

My Dead Language

This light

This light
Seems to smooth the skin over
And move me
Into the mysterious heaven.
There is a somewhere
Beyond this majesty.
So I am told
Deep into forests green
Like emeralds-shining.
So soft like a rolling hill
But more gentle than the valley.
And yet I owe nothing.
Not to gentility or nature.
Not to poor fumbling greed.
In all these bittersweet lies
I forget
The passions I need
And the imperfect regret.