I’m in between all I can stand

I’m in between all I can stand
And
All that I can stand between I am
I do cry freedom
I do scream shame
But it is not all me
And I am not all it
I happen to be my own destiny
If I don’t make it
If I don’t see it
It feels me
It makes me mine
There are fevers
There are ropes to climb
But between me and indecision
There is salvation
And a new reason
Of life to find

-Jennifer Barajas